Demoralized. on Monday, June 22, 2009 6:47 PM
why is there such thing as demoralization? Im tired of being demoralized countless of times. By people whom just dont understand. You said some damn harsh stuff today, that my strong front was just smashed. I became so, so damn tired and heavy hearted all of a sudden. I cant face problems like how i used to. Now, bottling up is just what i do. Giving in is what i do. If i dont do these, my anger will get the better of me. Tempremental. And i hate being like that; getting angry, throwing tantrums, being violent. But now, i bottle up. However, the bottle is full. I have to let out some but i dont know how to. I know i can get through this but im too sick to do so.
Thanks for trying to help me, Izwan. :]
