Sometimes, like today, i wished that no one would care. Cause i want do something. Something that im urging to do. But if i do so, i might or will hurt these people who actually cares. Not physically but emotinally. Maybe what he said is true, i keep putting others before myself and instead hurting myself in the process. Im STUCK! DAMN IT!

Ashraff, i know you're reading this. Thanks for hearing me out ystd night all the way till 4am. You've been a great greatest friend. ;D

Ciao.