its when i cant help, i feel useless.
its when im being controlled, i feel suffocated.
its when i slash, i feel disgusted with myself.
its when i seek relief, i drown myself.
its when i have lots on my mind, i keep quite.
its when i doodle, im in my own world.
its when i walk at the back of the pack, i seek solutions.
its when i blog, i let you into the surface of my thoughts.